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Wednesday, June 06, 2018

It's been one of those months right! Long and Hot! I mean I live in Texas. The hottest temps haven't even hit us YET. This last month I didn't post on my YouTube Channel. It wasn't because I didn't want to but because I never really sat down and thought hard if it was something I wanted to do for as long as I can. Safe to say I took a break from YouTube. Not because of negativity but the amount of anxiety that comes with being on the platform. I asked myself so many questions these past couple of weeks. Some: Are you ready to handle the criticism? Is YouTube really something you want to get involved with? Etc. Not that there is anything wrong with uploading but like many other people in the YouTube community. I have a regular job.

Which brings me to point #2 of why I was in an off sort of way. I made some very life altering decisions when it came to my day job. I decided that seven years was enough and that as a person I really was not happy where I was or where I worked. It was a leap for me and the anxiety of leaving a place where I was, to say the least, comfortable is or was a bit too much. I think many of us fall into a pattern. You go home, go to work, weekend hits and you party and back home then work etc. For some this schedule is great and for some time this worked for me. However, add to that stress of working, along with not really enjoying what you're doin in said job and you end up with a very underwhelming but at the same time exhausting job.

I know what you must be thinking. It's a job. Its to get income and move on...Yup! Heard all that and yet I noticed that the more I stayed the more negative I became. I was miserable and luckily an opportunity came that I couldn't let pass up. It was like the universe put it right there in front of me. Odd how that happens? I'd say its creepy but I'd be lying. Maybe fate. Who knows? I'm rolling with it!

So that's what been rolling around in my mind and happening. A WHOLE lot! So to answer some questions:

Am I returning and keeping my YT Channel? yes, yes I am.

When are you going to upload again?  June 8th

Are you ready for this new adventure? Hell yes.


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